心情写照

爸：你回来到什么时候啊？
我：星期二。。。
爸：不行，爸爸不允许你那么早回去。。。！
我：唉。。。没办法啦。。。很多东西还没做。。。

结果，还是硬着头皮买了星期二的车票。

对不起，爸爸。

我答应我一定会更常回家的。

对不起。。。

每个学期都会重复的一句话：

＂我要回家！！！！！＂

• 亲眼目睹和体验雪花纷飞的情景。我还要躺在雪地上弄个蝴蝶的形状！还有还有还有堆雪人，给它一个大大美美的smiley face！ =) 唉~可怜的孩子，雪也没看过。。。
• 到纽西兰或类似山青水秀的地方过着无忧无虑的田园隐居生活至少一个月。养鸡养鸭养牛养羊养马养鱼养虾什么都行！最好也可以种稻谷蔬菜水果还有各类花草树木。。。
• 到永胜去探望我的孩子。谁要和我一起去？
• 一家人开开心心一起去旅行！虽然差不多每年爸妈都会安排旅行，可是不是每个时候都是人齐的。。。希望年年的人数都会增多 :P
• 结婚，拥有自己的家庭、孩子。呵呵呵不懂zomok好像讲到很想嫁人酱~其实有点想体验生孩子的滋味，那样才能明白世间母爱的伟大嘛。。。哈哈！
• 煮超屌的一餐给自己的家人朋友们吃。以我现在的厨艺和懒惰的程度来说啊，不懂要等到几时叻。。。
• 短期出家。阿弥陀佛！我离佛祖的教诲越来越远了。。。
• 死后捐献器官。我是已经申请了捐献卡，只是不懂死了之后有没有人知道而已。。。
• 编写个有用的程序然后发扬光大。心动不如行动啊小姐~唉 -_-”
• 乘坐热气球在天空自由翱翔。要自由翱翔那种哦，不是被条绳子束着 好像风筝一样被放上天空那种。。。

hmmm… 有的好像不太实际呢。。。

其实还有很多呢，不懂zomok当下一时想不出来，以后想到再加呗。。。
突然想写这个是因为想要有个记录，以免以后忘记。。。
你都知道的啦，我很健忘的嘛。。。

I received quite a few feedback about me acting monkey during RS retreat.
I dunno i should feel happy or sad that i’m good in acting monkey. LOL.

But anywayz i think i should always try to improve the skill,
just in case i can’t find any job, i can still act as a monkey to earn a living. Maybe.

Okay i’m just too bored.

I slept at 4am last night.

Woke up at 2.30pm this morning afternoon.

Brunch at 3.30pm.

Started cleaning / tidying apartment at 4.30pm.

Dinner at 8.30pm.

Watched Harry Porter from 9.30pm to 12am.

Supper at 12.15am.

Started Facebook-ing, Youtube-ing & MSN-ing at 1am.

Blogging at 2.48am ==> NOW.

BAD LIFESTYLE. Well said, CS.

I really need to adjust.

But comparing to Richard who slept at 7am and woke up at 12 noon, i’m still better. LOL

Internship ended =) time for more rest

We had some paper steamboat at Ichiban Sushi and then walked around Ang Mo Kio hub. I thought i found something back. I used to enjoy shopping in gift shops (more specifically – stuff with encouraging notes, cute & funny stuff) during JC time. Somehow i just discontinued it when i came to SMU. Today, i found the feeling back.

Something is back too.

After having McDonald sundae and saying bye bye to Tessie, it’s 9.30pm – time to go home. When i entered the MRT, i had a weird feeling – oh no, i forgot to check the train direction. Then i heard that the next station is Yio Chu Kang. “Phew~ luckily i’m in the right train”, i thought – while i wasn’t. And i only realized it when i was at Sembawang – 4 stations after that. And so i came out from the train and took the one opposite. I closed my eyes and fell asleep right away. When i opened my eyes again, i was already at City Hall – i missed Dhoby Ghaut station! Argh. And so i went out and took the other train. After entering, somehow i did a check – and found out that i was in the wrong train again! The train was heading Raffle’s Place. Fortunately i was fast enough to get out from the train. And finally, i took the right train and made my way home. I arrived at around 10.45pm. Wow. It took me 1 hour and 15 mins to reach hostel from Ang Mo Kio.

Well done, Kah Hwee.

And not to forget: welcome back, my blurness!

(To help you visualize, just in case. Lol)

Yay internship is over!

So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.

- Morrie

i shall always remember wat he said

But yes.
I am a geek.

I feel energetic when i do coding
even though i’ve been feeling so sleepy the whole day.
That’s the reason i’m sleeping around 3-5am these days.
I usually feel sleepy at work,
and then when i’m back to school/hostel and start coding,
i don’t feel sleepy anymore,
which results in another long night and then another sleepy day at work.

Pfft.

Hello geek~!

I guess when i’m going for an interview, i must display strong desire to get whatever i’m applying for (be it scholarship, job, or anything else). Which i failed to do so for the nis interviews. Except for the 1st one which i did prepare abit, i became heck care after that. I’m not an ambitious person. My mindset is just 听天由命, and i don’t know what i want to achieve in the future. Who will ever want to rely on this kind of person?

And it’s funny. I get 2 kinds of totally different responses when i’m telling about my struggle (should i wan it or should i not wan it — it determines my mindset and attitude which will make a whole lot of difference in my performance during interview). Response A ”of coz u should go for it! it’s so prestigious. it’s top of the top. yadha yadha…” versus Response B ”why do u wanna be so greedy? going to top uni / getting master isn’t always good. blablabla…” lol

Team Mimosa =)

* seems like my blogging style has changed due to the lack of time

我什么时候才能当个懒惰虫？